Tuesday, September 07, 2004

dunno wad2 feel..
i really dunno wad2 feel nw... when i gt an invitation frm yik teng in friendster, i waz at a lost.. when i saw her name in friendster, i din noe wad2 feel at all... happy??? sad??? shocked( Y mz i b???)??? at 1point of my life, mths bck, rather, i went thru hell.. i mean, practically...

it waz my worst times in deyi...
i waz jz like a walkin zombie...

nw, looking bck, i realized dat by lookin at her name ther, i waz bck at e road block in my life.. all e worst times i suffered bck then, the memories, all returned...

n like i said, it waz earth hu saw me thru these times... i went thru all those bcoz i culdn 4get her, n i wanted2.. n.. itz nt dat i dun wan2 b frenz with her, bt...
with e past ther i cant erase, n e memories n emotions i cant 4get, i jz cant bring myself2 b frenz with her!!!

- posted by kai at 4:20 AM

arhz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh No!!!!!!!!!! tml iz my social studies prelim exam!!! die liaoz.... n 2dae i confessed2 earthy in msn dat i like her... haiz... s xpected, same ans- no..
sianz... bt i ask her if we culd still b frenz, n she said yes...
nw, everything seems like a dream2 me... haiz... i dunno... mayb i was a bit2 rash in my actions... haiz...


- posted by kai at 7:33 PM

haha...
hahaz... so funny 2dae...
mrs ng looked me up 2dae, n gave me a slip2 sae dat i had2
go4 counselling...
haiz... told her im alrite liaoz she dun blieve...
b4 goin ther, i go chinese clz, though i nt in it... jz2 go chat chat, n c my frenz....
earthy waz aso ther... hahaz... she look cute in her glasses..
many ppl sae i like her lehz... bt i dun...
even if i did, i dun tink i gt chance either.... i wuld rather try onli aft o lvlz, bt i dun tink i'll try2 go4 earth lorz...

she really gd frenz... n cant afford2 lose a gd frenz....

- posted by kai at 8:25 PM

haiz.... *sigh!~*
Haiz... im new here... jz created this blog 2dae... haiz... my stupid clsmate, eddy, said so loudly dat e whole cls culd hear, dat i like earth... bt dats nt tru!!!
ok, mayb i like her abit lahz, bt nt wad they tink it iz...

- posted by kai at 5:40 PM

haiz.... *sigh!~*
Haiz... im new here... jz created this blog 2dae... haiz... my stupid clsmate, eddy, said so loudly dat e whole cls culd hear, dat i like earth... bt dats nt tru!!!
ok, mayb i like her abit lahz, bt nt wad they tink it iz...

- posted by kai at 5:40 PM

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